Dead Man's Diary - Bulgakov

Bulgakov narrates that he dreams of witnessing this murder and says that he died in the dream, not in the literal sense, as the narrator continues his story that he shouted at the criminals and murderers, then rushed with his gun to kill himself before Belyaura's men came and finished him off, but the gun remained stuck, and he woke up screaming in terror. In Bulgakov's situation at that time, are these efforts and attempts - all this work and re-work, striving to dismantle tragedy with tragedy - the result of knowledge and self-awareness? I would say self-awareness and self-awareness, and between knowledge itself and the active striving to reach intellectual truth. For "a great writer in my opinion like Bulgakov, it is not knowledge itself that pushed him to work but the struggle to liberate the idea, the doubt and hesitation in certainty, the struggle, to know this complex consciousness in the face of so many frustrations and the arduous processes that he went through in his attempt to get a chance to continue, made this work that is most born with tragedies simply able to push the work finally to the reader's control, analysis and wisdom.