How to Kill in the First Twenty Years of Your Life

From the book: "To understand the meaning of life, all you have to do is have your heart scratched, be sad for months, be depressed and miserable, think about suicide many times, be betrayed by people, have insomnia for a few nights, and everything in your life becomes dark, and after that you will not care about anything that happens to you, do you see? Understanding life is not difficult." "Twenty-one years, which is equivalent to seven thousand eight hundred and fifty-seven days since I came into this world, part of it was very bad, but as for the second part, I only remember that I was a child playing next to my father who died, so the first part began."